Toy Gunz = Coolio.

C'girls 06: Much-missed because apparently I am that far from being in (the team), I (want) to be in, (yet) it seems like the answer's (-).
No it's not the people it's the (encouragement) I get from (coach) about how well I play.

What am I saying.
(Picks self up) Read: CHARISMA lessons (inner -hell I forgot what- + much more positive thinking.)
It's fine, she's fine(?) and there's got to be a lot more heart put into this, which means going home later each training session in order to train more.

Hope it helps, June holidays trainings are a must-go; Must-train harddddHarder.

Couldn't help when he pointed out so many things about the way I played, (it seems so dis-encouraging.) Made a pact with Mel though, we're gonna train hard during the holidays, shall make sure I don't disappoint (yet) again. I don't know why this post seems so.. full of brackets and almost incomprehendsible to an extent of the fact that I appear to be babbling incessantly.

Don't matter I'm like this when I'm inna mess /Day's a horrid one (see training), Heart's so filled to the brim and I don't know what to say.. Hence, the continuous ranting. D:
In the morning, you know you won't remember a thing.