I know that yoo think I've let yoo down once again. I know yoo say it's my fault, yoo don't even want to trust me now. It's always like that, yoo never spared a thought about my feelings, and how much yor words can just hurt. Yoo keep reprimanding me, and as I listen, I can't help but tear. It doesn't really matter does it, since it never even mattered to yoo in the first place. I don't want to argue with yoo, i'm really upset that even yoo won't trust me. To think I tried to even explain things. I guess i wasted my time.