Toy Gunz = Coolio.

so it was all a lie.
a lie, that yoo would wait.
a lie, that we still had a chance.
it was all a lie, a big lie, a lie we tried to cover with that smile, and the laughter.
i'm sorry.
i don't know why i feel this way.
its still the same, after everything.
maybe, i just can't let go.
i find myself re-reading the smses that yoo've promised me.
and i find myself wanting to chat with yoo, on msn.
i want to ask if it's real.
but i can't.
i just can't.

and yet i believed yoo.
when yoo told me that night, that yoo still ...
i thought i could let go.
but now, i don't know why, i'm crying.